Owh!not again...

it's now 12.30am

and i planned to sleep at 1am

so i got half an hour to blog

gotta discipline myself a bit to shift my Circadian rhythm^^

*clearing my throat

im going to declare something...

something that i did before

something that is essential

something that is related to life/death situation

guess what=)

reluctantly...

I GOTTA STOP BLOGGING FOR TWO WEEKS

(whoa~im so rational!^^)

it's for my own good so that whenever im doing my revision my fingers will not involuntarily click on the lovely blog of mine and start telling you guys grandma's stories which SOMETIMES maybe pointless but efficient in releasing tension despite engulfing alot of my study times however it maybe satisfying and may improve my memories while studying though it's not scientifically proven but only vivian-proven...

SEE!!it's no doubt that i can nag as well as my grandma=)

so...

i'll be back on 26th november

after my 2nd term exam

that's the reason why i gotta temporarily sop blogging...

my 2nd term MD exam will starts on 24th november...

3 blocks will be included compared to last time's 4 blocks...

BUT

i can assure you it's not going to be more easy compared to last time

because we got the most complicated block--NERVOUS SYSTEM

the other two are HAEMATOLOGY & LYMPHOID SYSTEM and CARDIOVASCULAR SYSTEM

*faint

anyway...

wish me luck kie...

though im not going to blog within these two weeks but i'll still visit my blog frequently...

just to catch a glimpse on whether anyone's leaving me comments or wishes...hehe^^

last but not least...

good luck and all the best to those who will be having exams too!!

especially my pals in eeepoh who will be sitting their STPM

*jiayou!!!

with this...

i sign this post with my pic 'cz i know you guys will be missing me><

the day when the rain stops

it's such a lovely day today

because the rain stops,finally

wanna know what's the effect of raining 3 days non-stop?

i wanted sooo much to shift my biological clock to a more normal one but i always failed...

felt sooo unhealthy lar sleeping at 3am and wake up at 11am

***

last night after wushu practice me and my wushu gang went to KFC to have our dinner

and we all went back to our hostel by 10pm

but after that 5 girls gathered in my room

and these 5 girls are extremely talkative

and from 10pm

we talked talked talked

until 1am...

then only we went to bath...

ewwh~we stink!^^

and that made me sleep late,again~

this is the most beneficial thing i did yesterday!!my favourite topic: functional areas of cerebral cortex

oranges oranges oranges!!!

that my mum bought for me from eeepoh~

there are still plenty of them

i ❤ sweety oranges

just why

i just noticed that i have been blogging quite a lot recently

some are meaningful

some are just pointless posts

like the one im writing here...hehe

the reason why i love blogging so much...

is that to release tension from brain hypertonicity(i created this myself,don't think there's such thing in medical dictionary^^) after spending hours to stuff knowledges into my brain...

or to voice out my hidden emotions...

or to kill my leisure time in a more beneficial way by practising creative writing...

or to use my blog as a bridge to connect my world to other's especially long-distant friends and family

or simply wanna tell the world the grandma's stories of my life which maybe so lame and nobody would like to listen to me in real life...>.<

anyway...

i do have something to share with you guys today

i had Small Group Discussion today on Haematology

and Yi Chuan joined our group

i wonder if you still remember this guy?the smartest amongst our badge

while he was in front presenting haemoglobin synthesis

i can't help it but my mind drifted away for few seconds...

"whoa~how come God created someone so miraculously like him?how come his memory is sooo damn good he can remember everything in the lecture notes almost without any mistakes?how come he can understand something so well?how come he still has time to browse through the internet and reference books to read extra knowledges about certain topics as he's also active in activities as well?howhowhow and whywhywhy???"

drifted back to tutorial room...

but there's also some people that created sooo much contrasts...

those people who actually know little yet still wanna act like he knows everything while presenting in front of everyone until he made us all pengsan...

risky huh listen to this kinda people doing presentation...

but since i can't close my ears

i can't help but laughing silently,the way he stand up and speak,overconfidently...

the way he explained almost everything wrong

the way he got corrected by yi chuan yet still wanna convince everyone that he knows that actually

HA.HA.HA

btw...i took this in library today,wearing my new lime green polo T...love the color!!^^...one more thing...don't you think that my face is just getting rounder??O gosh~

i love my new blue flip-flops!!!

lastly...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR LITTLE SIS

metamorphosis

im pulling out myself from drowning into the sea of physiology

the physiology of muscle reflex is undeniably interesting and fun

but the fonts in Ganong are way too small until my eyes got strained and...

gradually my eyelids feel heavier than usual...

and then im here...

giving you an long excuse to blog

=)

you know what...

i woke up at 12noon today!!!

but i feel it's worth it because i studied quite a lot today and everything goes into my brain quite easily^^

and it has been raining whole day

im worrying 'bout flooding in my campus now

this is the view when i woke up this AFTERNOON

the rain is pouring the whole day...

i've thought of telling you guys this long time ago but i tend to forget...

i bought,nope my daddy bought the latest novel of Cecelia Ahern's for me!!

i've become quite a huge fan of cecelia ahern since JIALI introduced her to me

soooo thnx jiali!!i miss you by the way=)

lurve the book cover~❤

when i was taking a short break just now...

i went to take a glimpse at my old pics and

i've something interesting and funny to share with you all...

not 'bout physiology of course...

this is taken during my secondary school times-i was in form5 that time...i had long pony tail back then

after graduated from my sec school...i did something weird to my hair--"jagung perm"...wakaka...which makes my hair looked bushier and cute!!like this~

then,i entered matriculation programme,the day before i leave home i cut my bushy hair to have a fresh new beginning of my life episode and that time i looked like this...

after matriculation my hair got shorter and shorter and i dunno why...hehe

before entering university...as i've never experience hair-dyeing before...i dyed my hair into bronzy red color...i wasn't dare to look into the mirror at first but then after quite some time i started to like it!!!

and finally...this is the pic i taken few days ago...still short-haired but my hair looked blackish now...hhmmm~im missing my coloured hair!!!=P

that's all...

the end of my metamorphosis...

interesting huh??

keke

ps...some of the pics i uploaded here i dare not show them to anyone before 'cz some of them really kinda WALAO-A!!but for the sake of you--my friend..i decided to share with you..HAHA..hope those pics didnt shock you much...

it's raining,again

recently kelantan has been raining alot

lurve the cooling and calming effect God created

but it's cold

but i'll still turn on my private table fan

so i gotta wear sweater to fight the cold

roomie asked:"why not you just turn off the fan?"

me:"i like the feeling as if im staying in a winter place..."

==lll

my face looked extraordinary big in this pic...haizhaizhaiz!!keke

today i came across a passage about memory and sleep

erm it mentioned about a research done where people is asked to memorise some characters

half of the participants were asked to get a sleep after memorising it

while another half of them were asked to carry out other activities

after some time they were asked to recall what they had memorised earlier

and the result was...

those who went to sleep actually been able to recall everything

contrastingly those who did not get any sleep forget what they had memorised...

to explain it in a scientific way...

the thing that we memorise will be stored temporarily in a part of our brain named hippocampus

and when our brain is resting during sleeping

this is the time when the hippocampus communicate with another part of our brain named neocortex

where those memories will be sent to the neocortex to be kept as permanent memory

so if we don't sleep enough

there will be no intervals for the hippocampus to transfer our memory to the neocortex

which means that allllll the things we studied or memorised will only be kept as short-term memory and will be forgotten easily...

can anybody tell me what to do???

should i sleep or should i not???

honestly im not that interested in sleeping as i used to consider it as a time-wasting activity

plus the bed in my hostel here is sooo not comfy

so unless i fish until i feel that my forehead is knocking against my anatomy textbook

if not im not gonna lie on my bed to sleep

but now i gotta think it over again...

ps...i only got max 5 hours of sleep everyday

hhmmm~any suggestion?

last but not least...

im on a secret mission...sshhh~

gotta bid goodbye...

gotta complete my Small Group Discussion homework on Haematology...

tata

im motivated^^

thanks dad!

for the lengthy journey you had to drive all the way just to pay me a visit...

thanks mum!

for your "longan tong shui" and all the yummy fruitsfruitsfruits...

thanks to my cutie plumpie little bro Jason 

and thanks to my coolie pretty little sis Vicky

for skipping class to come and visit me...XP

Hhmmm~

the trip you guys have given me kinda motivated me somehow

=)))

belows are some of the sweet pics taken during our family trip around kelate...^^

amongst all...this pic is my utmost favourite!!!

and this is my 2nd favourite...hehehe

my beloved daddy & mummy...i love you soooo much!!muackssss~

my 2nd term exam is getting nearer and nearer and i gotta accelerate to get my revision done...

hope i can improve just a little bit more for my 2nd term exam and then i'll be able to get an A-...hehe

hhmmm~sounded chalenging but im gonna try my bestbestBEST!!!

 

but in the meantime...

something is causing me some discomfort...

that is...

don't be shocked

don't be scared

this is what happened to my hands lately

i have been living with this annoying spots and colouring between my fingers for 3 weeks already!!

i was like a ball being thrown here and there

from student's clinic to family clinic to skin specialist in HUSM

but the pigmentation still persists!!

the professor told me that the best diagnosis he can made is lichenoid reaction with unknown cause...

*clearing my throat

 PLEASE CAN ANYBODY HELP ME??

i want my prettypretty hands back...

symptom:

-appear as tiny dark brown spots

-darken over time

-color intensity is the highest between fingers

-only appear at dorsum part of my hands

-it's not spreading

any present or future doctor please???

=)

so being loved...

♪ it's 1.45am now...

♪ i just dumped my clothes into the washing machine...decided to dump it during midnight so that i don't need to wake up early in the morning and yet still can't get my turn of using the washing machine as this can be frustrating...

♪ Haematology and Lymphoid System is a muchmuchmuch easier block than the Nervous System!!even the lecture notes are sooo much shorter...we used to have 100++ slides for each lecture hour,but for now,we'll only have the most 50 slides...i like it!!^^

♪ however...nonono honey-mooning for me as i still need to brush up my Nervous System lecture notes...my 2nd term exam is just less than 1 month away from now!!o gosh~how time passes...

♪ BUT!!!before that...i have some exciting news that i'd like to share with you guys which kinda makes me stay awake tonight...that is...my daddy!mummy!bro!& sis!!will travel all the way down to my campus to pay me a visit tomorrow!!!YEEPEE~~looking forward to their arrival tomorrow and im gonna spend my weekend with 'em...i'll sure cherish those precious times as im missing home like hell...hhmmm~have a safe journey tomorrow!!^^

owh~im feeling sooo loved...


ps...gotta go collect my clothes from the washing machine now...tata!!=)

forgive and forget

vivian:"hello...A ke??bolehkah vivian minta tolong untuk siapkan sikit kerja untuk aktiviti community placement esok?"

A:"tapi saya belum mandi lagi..."

vivian:"lepas mandi boleh turun sekejap kat kafe nurani untuk tolong?sebab saya sekarang buat kerja seorang..."

A:"tapi saya mengantuklah..."

*the phoneline is cut

i called B and C and D and E...they either turned off their phone or they purposely didn't answer my call...i met F and i asked whether he's free to help...he said yes,but only for 15 minutes...i was soooo damned pissed off and i really felt like *&%$#@$# all of them...

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!!!!

THE EXTREMELY SELFISH LOT

im relieved that the event is finally over today...

what im complaining about is actually the preparation for the community placement programme which all 1st years medic and dental must conduct...

and my group consists of the world's most emotional+crazy+irresponsible group leader...

and the south east asia's most unhelpful+selfish+useless group members...

not bad huh...HAHA

and guess what place we went to conduct our programme???

other groups went to AIDs centre,OKU,old folk's home,down syndrome's home etc etc...

but we went to a malay secondary school

to conduct a 3 hours motivation programme for 100++  form four students

which is sooo lame and time-wasting and purposeless...

which is purely our group leader's idea

i was the faci for this group of students...im actually feeling sooo sorry for 'em to attend our lame programme which is sooo unorganised and meaningless...im feeling totally sorry for wasting sooo much of their time...pity 'em gotta stay back after their class ends...

p/s...i sincerely hope that this would be my first and the last time to cooperate with this bunch of people...and hey, please change your attitude kay??i can't imagine what kinda doctor will you be in the future if you can't even cooperate well and give tiny bits of contributions and being so damn selfish and unhelpful...

AMITABHA...for scolding sooo much in this blogpost

i know i gotta forgive and forget

*smile*

its a lovely morning

♥ i woke up at 6am though my class today starts at 10.30am
♥ i did my laundry
♥ i finished digesting one of the most lengthy lecture notes of CNS--"blood supply of CNS"
♥ i ate one kiwi =)

and im happy with myself!!^^

Hhmmm...

few days ago i just realised that i had actually spent 4 months in USM

i was toooo "free" and i reread what i wrote when i first came here

i realised too that many things have changed

and i gotta say that things are actually getting better and better

4 months are just enough to sift out the bad among the good people

and all i need to do is to stay away from them

not bad huh??^^

suddenly...

i realised another thing...

my time is running out!!

gotta rush for my lecture!!

TATA~

 the day i FINALLY got my white coat,which i spent 70bucks and waited for 4 months!!but it looked pretty and fitting with me...wakaka!!

of l♥ve and friendship

i'm lucky

'cz i think i have it all

♥ ultimate love from my family and friends
♥ strong bonding with my besties

of the infinite world population

im glad to know you and have you as my friend

time and distance are proven not to have any influence on our friendship

we called each other

we chatted

we gossiped

we laughed

like we used to...

this is sooo heart-warming

V(^^)V

this post is specially dedicated to all my matric friends...

and...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YEAK CHEE YAN!!!=)

do you still remember this?i do=D